Outbreak Of Mental Illness

Overloaded of sick feelings
And prescribed drugs
Between one blow or two
Two bottles or three
I don’t understand the world outside
But I understand the madness inside me
Dragged by an uncontrollable force
Full of agony and adrenaline

That sharpen my obscure and darkened senses
Walking with bare foot
Among sharpen rocks my steps are so heavy
By the blood that flows, creating layers
Numbed by suffering excited by denial of pain
By the smell of death
Devastated by pain that frees my soul
Of the guilt of my insane sins
Screams of lament echoes in my mind

If it’s a sin I love to sin
This thirst that I fell
Claims for blood and alcohol
I'm the slag
Tha shadow of all virtue
Condensed in lasciviousness, despise absence of forgiveness
Dilacerated by hate and anguish that catch me
In a hell dead end misery and disgrace