Falling Behind

Please don't wait up
I'm falling behind
You said it's all made up
That it's all in my mind
I guess it's all trade offs
I promise I'm fine
Please don't wait up
Don't wait up this time

When I look at the sky
I forget I'm even living
If I don't ever try
Then I won't have to regret it
But I'm scared, when I die
Nobody will remember
What I gave all the time
Guess I'm making my decision

Said it's not fair that you're feeling lonely
Yes you said it's not fair that you're waiting on me
You said you found a world when you found me
But I'm still tryna find myself in this world

So please don't wait up
I'm falling behind
You said it's all made up
That it's all in my mind
I guess it's all trade offs
I promise I'm fine
Please don't wait up
Don't wait up this time
Yeah you

I know you play it safe
Want a home, need my time and my attention
I need space, all alone
Gotta find my own direction
You want me, so do I
I'm done with the pretending
Thought I knew the man I was
I don't think I even met him

So I'm not here, had to go and find me
'Cause I'm really not here when you're right beside me
You said you found a world when you found me
But I'm still tryna find myself in this world

So please don't wait up
I'm falling behind
You said it's all made up
That it's all in my mind
I guess it's all trade offs
I promise I'm fine
Please don't wait up
Don't wait up this time

Right one, wrong time
I know that it's unfair
Too much sunshine
Blinded by the Sun glare
Maybe you and I
Will meet again somewhere
But until that day happens

Please don't wait up
I'm falling behind
You said it's all made up
That it's all in my mind
I guess it's all trade offs
I promise I'm fine
Please don't wait up
Don't wait up this time