Someone You Loved

I'm going under and I fear there's no one to save me
This all or nothing really got a way of driving me crazy
I need somebody to heal, somebody to know
Somebody to have, somebody to hold
It's easy to say, but it's never the same
I guess I kinda liked the way you numbed all the pain

And now the day bleeds into nightfall
And you're not here to get me through it all
I let my guard down and you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

I met you in the dark
You lit me up
You made me feel as though I was enough
We danced the night away
We drank too much
I held your hair back when you were throwing up

So let me apologize
I'll make up, make up, make up, make up for all those times
'Cause your love, I don't wanna lose
I'm begging, begging, begging, begging
I'm begging you (no)

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I'll remember, you said
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead

I'm off the deep end
Watch as I dive in
I'll never reach the ground
Crash through the surface where they can't hurt us
We're far from the shallow now
Shallow now