Blessed To Die

My weakness, where are you
My god, tell me the truth
Who am I and when am I?
Where is my home,
Show me the way to light

My senses, I miss you so much
I wander in the strange, foreign land
That burns me, torments me
I desire to be free!!!

I'm alone with my my horrible thoughts
I cannot resist my nuture
I don't want to decay in the small box
Face to face with worms, I call creator

Killing system inside me
Criteria of the dulled senses
Souls of violated curse me
Bleedomg deep in my subconsciousness

Shadows of the dead gnaw my existence
Like hungry maggots twisting ritual dance
Deformed thoughts insist next victims
More and more i cannot ignore

Why me?! You are blessed to die...