Dirty

Exertion to stay alive
Begins to rot in my head
My last and secret wish
Dissapears with my dreams
With me...

Excited I close my eyes -
Sick reflection of tortured souls
I hate my inborn dirt
I like to hate it though...
I hate my being (to love it more)
I enjoy making you crying
I used to diseredit you
Your eternal unbearable pain
Helps me not to endure

I drink your tears to be satiated
My apetite controls my hate
I'm hungry for your worthless life
There's no escape, until your soul is mine

I'm sick
But you are dead!
You're mine!!!