Numb

It's an ordinary day they say no way then everything turns to grey
Was it just a dream I saw pretend a cloud of smoke then it ends
I'm dancing to the beat in time their rhyme but I can't find my feet

I just wanted to believe
Just wanted to believe in everyone but me
I just wanted to become
Just wanted to become more than just anyone
I thought I had it all
How could I be so wrong
Pretending for so long
Now I have become so numb

I'm a puppet on a string they play I sing like an angel without wings
A magician without smoke, a lie a joke with no soul behind this cloak
Like a poison in my brain the bite the pain washes away my dreams like rain

I just wanted to believe
Just wanted to believe in everyone but me
I just wanted to become
Just wanted to become more than just anyone
I thought I had it all
How could I be so wrong
Pretending for so long
Now I have become so numb

I'm dreamin believing of what's meant to be
I touch it and taste it won't let it kill me
I'm runnin and runnin I want to slow down
I'm letting their voices tear me down

I just wanted to believe
Just wanted to believe in everyone but me
I just wanted to become
Just wanted to become more than just anyone
I thought I had it all
How could I be so wrong
Pretending for so long
Now I have become so numb