Only Friend

I cannot live without you
I torture myself while you're away
I cannot think of life without you
So why, did you leave me yesterday
There was no way I could have stopped you
You determined death to be the only way
No matter how hard I tried to save you
You had for me your last words to say

Good-bye my only friend
Live life long and well
No longer will I pretend
That things haven't gone to hell
Politics and religion
People I've had enough
Now it's to late for me
But my friend, don't give up

You've left me with nothing
But guilt and disbelief
I saw all your signs
To you suicide is a relief
I want to be with you now
More than anything
Suicide or life
The choices I'm stuck between

Most live life afraid of death
But death is where fear ends
Stop fearing the unlived life
And everywhere it bends

I cannot be as cruel as you
And leave my loved ones today
I will always remember you
Our love will never fade away
I thought I'd be enough for you
To at least want to stay
I was there for you
As you killed yourself that day