Suicide

The night is foggy
The rain breaks the sky
My head is down but
There's no need to cry
You've played with my mind
And in my head you'll find
That I want to die
Knife at my throat tonight

I die. I'm dead. I'm guilty.
I die. I'm dead. I'm sorry.

Because I don't want to live anymore
I've got to kill myself kill myself
I don't want to live anymore
My last thought is I want to die

No more of my wants
No more of my needs
I am done lying
I am done hiding
How I really feel
How I never healed
Now I am no more
Then the love that was yours

Knife reaching deeper
I'm feeling weaker
The blood is flowing
The pain is growing
My end is right here
But there is no fear
Because I know something
Once dead there is nothing