Patience

Can't escape this endless cycle
It won't stop spinning in my head
Every night you somehow lure me right back to this regret
I hold my tongue, you cut it out, and I cant accept
I just can't accept this
You close the window tonight
The cold still settles in
I cover up and you see right through my argument
And all the while you'll sit and wonder where I've been

Can't seem to make this go away
This never ending price I pay
And I've got hope for this
'Cause I know somehow I'll see the light of day
And every time I wake I'm thinking of you
Don't leave it up to me or I'll close my eyes for good

Sometimes I wish I could
Sometimes I think I should

Can't escape this endless cycle
Stop fucking with my head
All of my patience is running thin
But I can't outrun all of my sin
My heart won't leave cement but I'll say I did
And I take it all you just break it off
Still not giving up

Can't seem to make this go away
This never ending price I pay
And I’ve got hope for this
'Cause I know somehow I'll see the light of day
And every breath I take I'm thinking of you
Don't leave it up to me or I'll hold my breath for good

I just wish you knew I would
I just wish you understood

Can't escape this endless cycle
It won't stop spinning in my head
Every night you somehow lure me right back to this regret
I hold my tongue, you cut it out, and I cant accept
Why won't you forget?
I want to forget