Failure

Woke up alone in my beanstalk of lies
Where do balloons go die?
Throughout my life, I've always shut my mouth
And now it's filled with blood

I feel like I'm losing my way in the dark
Feel like I'm nobody and everyone
If I'm the fool I'm supposed to be
Will the illusion make me or will it break me in half?

When the light goes off
Everything I've ever wanted's leading me to nothing at all
I fly indoors
My fairytales are gonna bring me down

As I've said before I'll never drink again
Only to feel like I have friends
Feels like I'm lost in a charade, not even I know who I am
I've become what I've been fed

Now I want everything, I wanna be the best
You don't matter to me and nor do the rest
Nobody can tell me what it's like to live a happy life cause
Nobody's dreams are mine

Until the light goes off
Everything I've ever wanted's leading me to nothing at all
I fly indoors
And all my fairytales come back to life