Lie Called Forever

For you!
I threw
I threw this emotion into a box and set fire to it
But the faster it turns to ash
Faster it blooms inside of me again

I inhale that smoke since it made sky brighter
But now it's choking me

Are there too many legs to move ahead together?
Let's stop, wait up to see
Who's the first one to leave
Look at me
Look how I'm not meant to solve all of this
I guess there's no need in saying "goodbye"
And there's no lie in saying "I'm sorry"
Wish I could believe that there's no lie in saying "forever"

Wounds are free as situations we share
Time is a hook dragging me to the gallows
It takes me off the illusion I've built with fake hope
Thinking about it erodes me from inside out

It seems like I was inside each box that I set fire to
And the farther away I stand
The stronger is the force that pulls me back

And if I fight against myself I lose
Day by day I'm losing everything
Day by day I'm losing everything

Are there too many legs to move ahead together?
Let's stop, wait up to see
Who's the first one to leave
Look at me
Look how I'm not meant to solve all of this
I guess there's no need in saying "goodbye"
And there's no lie in saying "I'm sorry"
Wish I could believe that there's no lie in saying "forever"