Slow Death

Every time I try to heal myself
I poison myself a little bit
Because of the urge to live
To see the outside of this pit

Every time I try to poison myself
I find on it some healing
Just when I think it's the end
Look, I'm still breathing!

Being alive
Pleasure and agony
Instinct tells me to survive
But reason slowly kills me

Being alive
Pleasure and agony
Instinct tells me to survive
But reason slowly kills me

Looking for something
Something worth living for
Like a sunny Sunday morning
And a new world to explore

Looking for something
Something worth dying for
It can't rain all the time, I know
But Lord, here comes more water, much more!

Being alive
Pleasure and agony
Instinct tells me to survive
But reason slowly kills me

Being alive
Pleasure and agony
Instinct tells me to survive
But reason slowly kills me

It kills me, kills me

Painful pleasure
Of being alive
The reason keeps the pressure
And instinct commands me to survive

Being alive
Pleasure and agony
Instinct tells me to survive
But reason slowly kills me

Damn reason
Fucking reason
Haha, just kiddin'
Everyone dies someday, right?
So let the reason be my killer