Reflection

I never told this to anyone.
I'm just trying to move past
But lately it seems
Like my insecurities got the best of me
And I'm no longer in control
No one should ever have to feel like this
To feel like me!
And even though the good I have
Outweighs the bad
The bad's what's leaving me with sleepless nights

I spent most of my time arguing with my own reflection
For no apparent reason
And it may seem as if I have all the answers
But I'm just as lost as you
I spent the past few years trying to overcome
My own misery
But these sort of things take time
And I'm running out of mine

So I won't pray to a God that isn't there
To a world that doesn't hear
To anyone who will listen
To keep me from becoming
Everything I promised myself that I would never be
I do not deserve this!