She Was My Virginity Cømplex

3am throw the drinks down
When I really need rest
Fucked up but I’m okay
Never seen her undressed yuh

No remorse when I rotate
Rotate rotate never ok
Girl body like a solvent ey
For the pain for the, pain yuh

Baby fuck me cuz I’m all alone
Girl I tried you on your fucking phone
One more time before I go to bed
Oh just fuck me fore I go to bed

Girl I miss you and your fucking head
Now I’m wrapped up in my fuckin head
Girl you asked if I make love to you
Oh I do I do I do I do

Try try try to function
See me swaying back and forth
Reaching for your soft skin
Just to find another girl’s breast in my grip
In the dark and my other hand pressed against her heart beatin ey

You know I miss you when I’m sittin down here
With this girl slumped all up in my chest
Tears streaming down her cheeks
Fearin that I didn’t love her leaving creases on her heart
Darker than the stains pressed deep into my sheets, damn

Then she started poppin pills
And I was in my feels so I let her
Scribbled fake love notes all up in those letters
Signed with my initials and a hope you feel better

Lookin like a cigarette burnin through her lungs
Tongue kissin on her mouth south travel down her stomach
I’m in love I’m in love I’m in love it's what I told her
Chin deep in pussy guilt heavy on my shoulders ey damn

Coughin she coughin
That pussy poppin
Girl you keep on talkin
Oh just let me hop in

Always fuckin off it
Put me in a coffin
Baby girl don’t stop it now
Keep that pussy poppin

Often often
Girl this shit is toxic
But I love the way she move
I love the way she move

Way she move
Way she move
Way she move
Fuck what you put me through