The Next Fix

Feeling a bit lost today
Slighted and caustic
I've been hearing a lotta shit
Seems we're about to slip
Seems that our world has dipped
Think I'm about to tip
Or maybe it's all the jib
Maybe it's all the smoke
Maybe it's all the rage
Maybe it's all a joke
Baby I’m in a cage
Afraid that I’m underpaid
Afraid that I’m under read
Afraid I'm not innocent
Just feeling ambivalent
Guilt is the word it's burned into my mind all the time
I can’t find a way out it's just me
I'm my own enemy
I'm not free
Never was
A good boy
A good man
Yes I am
I’ve got plans
I’ve got wants
I’ve got needs
I’ve got thoughts
It's the up
It's the side
It's the down
That's inside
Of my mind
Yes it's mine
It's the one thing
That keeps me alive
But I'm better off dead
So please chop off my head
Fill my body with lead
I have too much regret
I am not alright
I wake up in fright
How long am I sick
Before I get my fix

Trigger to the temple
Listen for the pop
Smash it to the tempo
Treat it like a God
Melts away the sorrow
Opens up the sky
Life is meaningful
Only when we're high

(When you go through withdrawal
The shaking, the puking
Some people shit their pants
You wanna crawl out of your skin
Don't wanna be alive)

When you're feeling up or down
When you're feeling up or down
Don't give up, it's just life