Bad Habits

An open road for a lonely soul
With a torch to guide the dark
But it grew dim and I grew tired
So I laid down my head at the park
Now that things are good, it's almost worse for my brain
The cause of my discomfort keeps eluding me so
Tell me what's keeping you awake
What are you haunted by

You're calling me
Begging for a fight
In the middle of the night
This happens every time
Swore I wasn't getting high
But I can't keep this darkness from entering my mind
God-damn
I thought I could depend on your word
You were my friend meaningless phrases softly spoken

Sink to the bottom just to feel again
And when you're out of air
They'll bring you back up
To feel whole again
Saw myself a savior
With no crown or no cape
Saw myself a devil
Just a charming mistake
So tell me what's keeping you awake

Don't bloom

Watch my blood run black for a last time
'Cause I don't wanna go back
This is the last time