Twice Upon a Time

I'm bleeding from the games I've played
The lives I've changed and disarrayed
The written records long erased,
unfaded in my mind

I'd wait a whike eternity,
for one chance to change my eulogy
But fear that I will never see,
my twice upon a time

I long to live my life again,
a pact I never need defend
Some clay to mold a different end,
my innocence to find
My Time machine will fail to fly,
and with it my repentance dies
My sweat and blood will never buy
my twice upon a time

Won't you grant me
this simple confession
cause I think I've earned it now
Three 'Hail Marys'
and two 'Our Fathers'
cause I liked the Golden Cow
You started as a lover
turned into a mother
and now I'm serving you
Never understanding but
oh so demanding of the things
I say and do

Live another riddle
I'm caught in the middle
could I have some answers please
I'm looking in the mirror
to see my reflection
but the picture isn't me
A little baby would
bow to you maybe
but preach on your own time
No whining and complaining
you are just manipulating
my twice upon a time