Regret

Feeding my insecurities is something that I do best
Leaving myself heartless but with an ache in my chest
But I'd throw my life away if it meant fixing this God damn mess
Just let me confess

I regret so many mistakes that I've made in my life
I can't seem to face another sleepless night
I'm twisting and turning and my bridges need burning

That's why I write these songs in my head
To cope with the pain
To deal with the stress
I'm pouring my heart out to paper from pen
I can't hold on to hope like I did back then

It takes it's toll on my body, my soul, my mind
I wish it never came to this
The way I feel is so unsettling
I can feel the hatred in myself again
All I did was make things worse for us

I can feel the world crashing down on me

I regret so many mistakes that I've made in my life
I can't seem to face another sleepless night
I'm twisting and turning and my bridges need burning