Sickness

This life I lead is tested every single day
It's a struggle that I can't seem to face
I can't keep living life like a victim
My heart is beating fast and my chest feels like a prison

My world is breaking down
My mind is tattered and torn
I've always given my all since the day I was born
Just get me out of this hell I know
I just want out

I'm hanging on by a thread
Just tighten the noose that hangs around my aching neck
I've lost my pride
I've lost my way
I just pray that when I die, I feel no pain

I'm beaten and broken
Just bury me
I feel like I'm drowning in a sea of misery
My mind is trapped like a slave
The way I'm going, I'll be digging my own grave
Just bury me

I'll find a way to kill this suffering
To fight the sickness in me
I grind my teeth
I'm loosing sleep but I'll find my way
I'll find my way if it kills me

I'm hanging on by a thread
Just tighten the noose that hangs around my aching neck
I've lost my pride
I've lost my way
I just pray that when I die, I feel no pain