Nevermore

The confidence that you portray
It turns to grey it pulls me down, the picture perfect painting fades, my doubt holds my heart to the ground, it doesn’t matter what I say

I found a letter that night, I wrote it in my sleep, I can still feel you here beside me, it read dear if you’re reading this, dear if you’re reading.

You stand over me as I sleep, your hands cover my eyes so that I cannot see your eyes, you’ll be there when I wake up the snow it surrounds me
I can’t wake up and you’re here, your hands cover my mouth so that I cannot breathe, your breath is the cold that I feel in the air, you’re the seasons the reason that I’ve lost all feeling this year
I wish that I’d wished you away