Why

Walking madly - feeling strangely and I'm not sure where to go
I got a funny feeling - have I lost my meaning
I wish I could go home
When you said you were leaving I didn't let it affect me
Sat on the bar and let them flow
Now I'm lost and lonely
I wish you never told me what I didn't want to know

And I will crawl on my own
I'm taken by your smile
As I'm lyin beside you dying inside
I don't know

Why I try to save this when all I ever want to do is get as far as I can go?
Where there's nothing left of me and
You're now worthless to me you are no more
I'm as far as I can go
Nothing left of me and you

I thought the buzz would help me
I think it just made me crazy
Can't pull me out of this hole
You say you could not save me
You wouldn't stay to watch me
It was too much on your soul
Now I'm feelin alright to get us back to right
And you're nowhere I can find
No longer living blindly
Just seemed to be bad timing
'Cuz you walked into the night
Why?