Starless

If only you could watch me fall
I cannot feel it anymore
The soul you cut, The soul you adore
Cannot feel you anymore
'Cause you've run through me with a destructive force
I think somehow I gotta get it straight
I gotta get you out of me
But I cannot get through to you

See me I'm down and I get deeper with every breath
See me I'm over the edge farther with every step
See me I'm down and I get deeper with every breath
Standing over the edge
I'm taking my last breath

How I feel like I'm starless
I'm ready to fade now
And how I feel like I'm starless
I'm hopeless and greyed out
Somehow I feel like I'm starless
I'm ready to fade now
And now I feel like I'm starless
I'm ready to burn out

I can transcend you and mentally bend you
But I cant handle the shit that I'm into
I have been blinded and I'm always reminded
Of the things I've wanted but I never could find
I am part of a world that I hate
I wish the end would come faster
My world's a disaster
Cant you see that I'm down and I'm drowning?
And I cant keep my head above my wake

See me I'm down and I get deeper with every breath
See me I'm over the edge farther with every step
See me I'm down and I get deeper with every breath
Standing over the edge
I'm taking my last breath

How I feel like I'm starless
I'm ready to fade now
And how I feel like I'm starless
I'm hopeless and greyed out
Somehow I feel like I'm starless
I'm ready to fade now
And now I feel like I'm starless
I'm ready to burn out

I gotta get you out of my veins
I gotta get you out of my blood
I gotta get you out of my scene
I gotta get you out of me

What I'm really trying hard to get down to words
Is the way I fit into this world
Things I survived pushed me to the darker side
Because of the life as it was
The life that was your's
Should've been mine
But I never could take anymore of this
'Cause I'm always gonna get
Gonna get down to the floor
It's a cold gun that I kiss
'Cause I cannot break anymore

Somehow I feel like I'm starless
I'm ready to fade now
Thats how I feel when I'm starless
I'm hopeless and greyed out
Somehow I feel like I'm starless
I'm ready to burn out
Oh, now I'm starless