Alive

I'm lost never found, the shadow surrounds
Where am I?
Caught under a spell, I'm blaming myself
Tell me why I'm caught up in this

You're haunting my space, I've made a mistake
Forgive me?
Wish I disappeared, the pressure of fear
Is heavy

And now I'm taking back my life (I'm over it, I'm over it, I'm over it)
And I just wanna feel alive (I'm over it, I'm over it, I'm over it)

My feet off the ground, this merry-go-round
It's spinning
My my stomach is sick, I'm ready to quit
I can't give in but I'm not winning

My confidence slips, I'm losing my grip
I'm failing
There's no one around, so I gotta save myself
God hear me!

And now I'm taking back my life (I'm over it, I'm over it, I'm over it)
And I just wanna alive (I'm over it, I'm over it, I'm over it)
And now I'm taking back my life (I'm over it, I'm over it, I'm over it)
And I just wanna feel alive (I'm over it, I'm over it, I'm over it)

It's so easy to forget my dreams
I'm searching for reasons to go on
And no matter the cost it's worth it
To hold onto my self and make them see
This isn't the end, I'm not gonna bend, oh never again!

And now I'm taking back my life (I'm over it, I'm over it, I'm over it)
And I just wanna feel alive (I'm over it, I'm over it, I'm over it)
And now I'm taking back my life (I'm over it, I'm over it, I'm over it)
And I just wanna feel alive (I'm over it, I'm over it, I'm over it)