Holding On

While I stay still, you get what I seek keeping long time
So I can see you keep climbing up on every place where I've stayed
Just want to make myself catch up you going away from me
Every time you leave, I get left behind
I try to hold your hands, though I cannot do anymore
Nothing saves me when I get sad that I can't bring myself on the stage you always stand
But I keep claiming I can go
And I keep trying to be higher than you for myself
We know ours are broken in trying till we die
Just for myself
I can't create anything moving everyone staying under myself
I can't sight where I just want to reach
I can't make just for you
Did I feel close when I could reach one of places you stayed for a while
Then I felt numb
When I saw you I was able to tell you none of things I held
And I keep trying to be higher than you for myself
We know ours are broken in trying till we die
In your hands your things have been coming to light up
I'm trying to break what you leave on your way
I know that I can't overtake you till we die
I used some wrong ways to reach your spaces where I may
Have been able to go with a cleaner way
Nothing affecting you was born
I could never give you a great thing that your eyes saw
I can't reach
Wish I reached there for you
I can never change myself doing wrong
And I'm trying too far away
I'm going so broken
I cannot do anymore
And I keep trying to be higher than you for me
You keep running your way on a site over me
We know ours are broken in trying till we die
In your hands your things have been coming to light up
I'm trying to break what you leave on your way
I know that I can't overtake you till we die