KILLOVE

I don't even feel your shadow here anymore
Just cold air inside this house
Every word became a loaded weapon
And somehow, I'm still holding it all together

You looked at me like I was a passenger
Like broken glass under your feet
I gave you parts of myself that no one ever touched
Now they rot along with you

Late-night calls and empty promises
Your silence cut deeper than screams
Funny how love can taste like poison
While pretending to be sweet

And I know
You tried to bury us both alive
But my heart survived
And it keeps beating strongly when it remembers you

Kill love, kill love
Slow death in my arms
You gave me one last kiss leaving scars
Say you care while you destroy me

Kill love, kill love
You made paradise seem violent
Now every I love you sounds empty
And I still can't let you go

Your name echoes through my room
Like smoke I can't extinguish
I relive every little moment of that day
Trying to figure out why it all ended like this

Maybe we were doomed from the start
Two sad people playing at love
Lighting fires just to feel the warmth
And crying when everything died

If the love was real
Why did it hurt this way?

Why do I miss
The hands that destroyed me?

Kill love, kill love
A death so silent
Dancing with tears in my eyes
Watching the rest of us in the grave

Kill love, kill love
You left, but you stayed in my veins
Now every song sounds the same
And I still whisper your name

I didn't hate you
That's the worst a
Even after everything I did
You still live inside my mind