Oblivion

Flames flicker underneath my skin
The ember of a new beginning
My patience is wearing thin
Holding on to that happy ending

It's time to choose
The future of my new beginning
There's nothing to lose

Except the hope of a happy ending
I've made it to the crossroads
I'm not sure which path to take
Every ticking second is another

Step I have to make
Do I value what I love more than what I can give?
Is my future really mine or is it yours to live?

I'm foolish
For living in a constant state of oblivion
I'm foolish
For believing that I have a choice
I'm foolish
For thinking I'm the one in a million

I'm foolish for believing I had a voice
I'm fighting fire with fire
But the further I fall the flames keep climbing higher
Your patience is wearing thin
You might not get my happy ending

I'm still at a crossroads
Haven't chosen which path to take
Every ticking second is another
Rule I have to break

Do I value what I love more than what I can give?
Is my future really mine or is it yours to live?
I'm foolish
For living in a constant state of oblivion
I'm foolish
For believing that I have a choice
I'm foolish
For thinking I'm the one in a million

I'm foolish for believing I had a voice
Every word I write is another step towards failure
To be someone I'm not is like throwing myself into the flames
Every step I make is another reason to fall right back

Five, four, three, two
One more step and I fall into oblivion
I'm foolish
For being so naive
I'm foolish
For leaving you no time to breathe
I'm foolish
For giving you a chance

I'm foolish for thinking you'd understand
I'm no longer at a crossroads
I've chosen which path to take
Every passing second is another

Choice I haven't made
Do I value what I love more than what I can give?
Is my future really mine or is it yours to live?