OK that it's not OK

I’ve been told your story
But I never heard your side
Been looking at the same sky
With the same color eyes

I know you got your demons
But I don’t call them reasons
It doesn’t help to blame one
But for many years I tried

No I’ll never forget
All those nights I drank to remember
All those miles I drove to remember you

And there’s a few good days
When I look and see your face in the mirror
And I can be okay that it’s not okay
That it’s not okay not okay

You live in your illusion
I tried my best to read it
Maybe you did the best you could
But it wasn’t what I needed

And I’ve heard the news that you been accused
Went away for a while, came back with tattoos
Do they cover the scars, of the story of ours that we never wrote
And the polaroids of you taken out of the photo-album when it went south
No we can’t fill the pages, or holes with a love that we never chose

No I’ll never forget
All those nights I drank to remember
All those miles I drove to remember you

And there’s a few good days
When I look and see your face in the mirror
And I can be okay that it’s not okay
That it’s not okay (it’s not okay, it’s not okay)
Not okay (it’s not okay, it’s not okay)

I’ve been told your story
But I never heard your side
Been looking at the same sky
With the same color eyes

No I’ll never forget
All those nights I drank to remember
All those miles I drove to remember you
And there’s a few good days
When I look and see your face in the mirror
And I can be okay that it’s not okay
That it’s not okay (it’s not okay, it’s not okay)
Not okay (it’s not okay, it’s not okay)