STILL HERE

Why are you still here?
I thought you knew me well enough
To have given up
What ever did I do to inspire in you
This unconditional shit but, oh

I'm nothing but contraptions handfuls of unquestioned patterns
And now I'm tired of facing my inability to stay true
For so long I've been the villain in all her songs

What are you waiting for?
I don't hurt you on purpose
Falling asleep to forget
Ba da da da

I'm humming along to the tumbling melodies slipping off her tongue
Dripping with empathy she stumbled on loving me
And now she wanna say it

But don't tell me that you love me
If you don't want to stay the night
And don't ask me how I'm feeling
'Cause I'm just gonna say I'm all right
I planned on repeating my demons and apologize
But I just can't seem to give her the time
While I'm at it let me ask you what are you still doing here?

I'm not looking for a challenge or your shoulder to lean on
So why are you so adamant about helping through
When I'd rather stay blue, blue, blue, blue
She knows me too well
Yet I don't care to ask her to tell me about herself
She's something else
For having my back although
I've been lacking respect

But don't you tell me that you love me
I you don't want hear it 'less you staying the night
And don't ask me how I'm feeling
'Cause I'm just gonna say I'm all right
I planned on repeating my demons and apologize
But I just can't seem to give her the time
While I'm at it let me ask you what are you still doing here?

Daze don't lie to me
How much time has actually passed since his classic where you at?
You hit him back
A passive captive head in his lap
Don't snap at my laugh, your smile cracks in a flash
You know you grant so many chances I can't count on my hands

Daze don't lie to me
I know you wanna come over
I should tell you I'm sorry I guess it's probably obvious
I'm no good at apologies and my brain has been foggy
What's the point of excuses if I don't use 'em?
I swear I'm gonna marry you

Daze don't lie to me
Tell me, did you turn and look back?
No
You kept it steady focused knowing he won't rise from the ash

She ain't happy about the way that she loves me
But she's not about to lie to herself
Don't let me off

Paid her no mind, but now I wish I had tried
Cause this time she don't answer my call
She won't let me off
Let me off
Don't let me off
Let me off

Took her so long, she's moving on and now I'm feeling