Forever Drowning

Been a couple long weeks
And I'm still too scared to eat
My bodies getting weak
But I'm too sad to go sleep

Drinking and overthinking
To numb the bleeding
Endless fights with demons
Draining the life inside of me

Hope is sinking
Crying and screaming
My hearts pounding
Forever drowning

In my regrets
The fear and stress
Just let me breath
Before I fall too deep

I know that pain is healing
But God, I hate the feeling
Like your almost free
Just out of reach
Then get dragged back into defeat

Hope is sinking
Crying and screaming
My hearts pounding
Forever drowning

In my regrets
The fear and stress
Just let me breath
Before I fall too deep
Deep
Deep
Deep

My life a mess
From my regrets, the fear and stress
Just let me breath
Before I fall to deep