Light And The Wreckage

These feelings explode inside of me
My thoughts keep screaming endlessly
I'm lost with no direction home
Don't know where I'm going or where I belong
I feel so empty, like a hollow sound
Trying to figure my way around
Every step feels heavier than before
Carrying silence I can't ignore

You were the light that pulled me through
When I couldn't see a way
But you were the one who broke me too
Like a train in the dark, no warning, no delay

You were the light at the end of the tunnel
But you were the one who made me fall
Somewhere between saving and breaking me
I lost myself in it all
I never wanted it to end this way
But I need to leave, I need to stay okay
Maybe someday, if time let's us be
We'll start again where we used to be

I kept every piece of us inside
Even when silence was all we had
Words were fading in your eyes
And love turned into something sad
I tried to hold what slipped away
But fighting it only brings more pain
Deep inside I know it's true
Some things you learn by letting go of you

You were everything I tried to find
And everything that broke my mind
Now I walk without looking back
Even knowing my heart still cracks

You were the light at the end of the tunnel
But you were the one who made me fall
Somewhere between saving and breaking me
I lost myself in it all
I never wanted it to end this way
But I need to leave, I need to stay okay
Maybe someday, if time let's us be
We'll start again where we used to be

What I feel will never fade
Even if time tries to erase
You're still alive inside of me
Even if this is where we break

You were the light at the end of the tunnel
And the pain I couldn't outrun
Between loving you and saving myself
I had to choose to become someone
I never wanted to say goodbye
But losing me was not okay
If there's a future left for us
Let it be far from the pain we made