Staring At The Sun

Sentiments
Are a landscape so strange
I'm so far away from these days
Where we could have been
Much more than this

I understand why you’re leaving
Now and why I shouldn’t say
Please
Don’t walk away
I wish to be with you
Grab your hands
And share your tears
Pleasing everything you need
But instead
I am here
All alone

You have noticed
I'm staring at the Sun
Once again

I am so afraid this corrosion
May’ve got to the core
And there’s nothing left worth to
Be saved in my chest
In this aftermath
(But) why does it still hurt then?

I can’t remove reservations
From my mind
Will you leave?
Will you fail me?
And who’s to believe
In this game without regrets?

The glass is scattered
All over this room
You have noticed
I'm staring at the Sun
Once again

My fear is to become again
Someone who
Doesn’t make you smile
Unable to bring illusion
To your heart
Gotta subdue this empathy and
Dissolve it into misery

Now that the child has gone
Forever more
With the broken pieces
Of his soul

When iris is burning
Cornea melted
Retina is scorched
But tears won’t evaporate

You have noticed
I'm staring at the Sun
Once again

Where did I lose my faith?
I'm staring at the Sun
Burnt away
Did I lose my soul
By staring at the Sun?