Misery

I've seen things
I thought I could only dream
I've read the book
But I'm surrounded by misery
Imperfect, yet inspired
Life in the cracks
Contradicting humanity

I can't comprehend
This twisted reality
There has to be
Substance in inconsistency
Weaving time and reality
Is faith the only thing holding up my belief?
In the darkness my eyes show me
There is so much more that I can't see
How defined can I be?
My fate is dependence fueled by needs

Who will you help?
When the whole world bleeds
How will you help?
When your whole world bleeds

Oh misery, why have you left me questioning
My existence
Father will you come and show us
How to live again?

My lack of vitality
Affirms my humanity
I boast not of my sufficiency
But to demand of your authority

Is this the point for everything that I'm feeling
Is compassion supposed to drive my yearning?
The love you put on my heart
Wasn't just mine from the start
We were cut from the vine
Pruned to be your congregation

Every inch of my being questions
How to repay
The agony the laceration
That cured my misery
My misery