Zerotonin 3

Goodbye
I'll see you in the next life
I don't care where I go just get me out of here
Give me the chance, I won't think twice
Trade everything so I can disappear
There used to be so much promise
Or am I misremembering?
Never felt so lost, if I'm honest
Happiness is a distant memory

I hate the way I've turned out
So fucking burned out
Stuck in the journey to the wrong destination
I just want to move out of this situation
Tired of measuring my suffering against others to feel better
We all suffer
It doesn't have to be this way

We're all living just to dig our own graves

I've been struggling for as long as I can remember
I keep waiting for it all to let up but it goes on forever

Does life ever get better than this?
Is this really as good as it gets?

What the fuck is wrong with everything
Or is it just something wrong with me?
These thoughts that go around and around in my fucking head
Drill in my mind so deep that they don't let me sleep
Intruding on my stability again and again and again
I question everything who makes me live this way
I've been playing it off like I'm okay
But I've never recovered from anything

(I've been playing it off like I'm okay but I've never recovered from anything)
(I've been playing it off like I'm okay but I've never recovered from anything)

I've known where I'll end up from the start
There's only one way out for me
When I go into the dark
Don't come after me