Redshift

So I had all these plans
And here they are still
'Cause I can't bring myself
To say we never will
And I'm fooling myself
Thinking you'll come around
Cause it seems impossible
To lose this thing that we found
And the pieces of me scatter
To the corners of the earth
Can't tell what isn't from what is
And it's getting kinda lonely out here
In the redshift

Yeah, I got all these plans
In my heart, in my head
And I just can't seem
To let go of them yet
Sometimes I catch myself
And I'm making them still
Guess I ain't ready to say
That we never will

And the pieces of me scatter
To the corners of the earth
Can't tell what isn't from what is
And it's getting lonely out here
In the redshift

And I know it doesn't matter
And I know it goes unheard
But I just can't help praying
For what it isn't worth

And I know that there's a limit
To what we can observe
But out here in the darkness
Don't know which way to turn
And the pieces of me scatter
To the corners of the earth
And I'm praying to get better
But I'm trying to get worse

And amid the contradictions
The ghosts of what we were
Can't tell what isn't from what is
And it's so, so lonely out here
Here in the redshift