I Don't Mind

Night in sight
At once I'm thinking too much
I've got my headphones on
It should be enough to
Still my mind

For just a little while
Let the night move in
Or the memories win (are you still up?)
(I was thinking that I made a mistake)

At the time I didn't want to forget it
I've kept it inside, everything inside
To forget what you'd written
Forget how I'd sit and try to go back in time
I was fine until you suddenly didn't mind
I'm not coming over tonight

I should not break like this
'Cause somehow there's life in
Crashing waves
I guess I'm back where we were to
Read our names
In traces that we made
As if the past takes care
That it isn't washed away

I didn't want to forget it
I've kept it inside, everything inside
To forget what you'd written
Forget how I'd sit and try to go back in time
We drew a line that day
And made it clear where I'm not permitted
I'd rather it didn't fade (so it's not in vain)
I was fine until you suddenly didn't mind

I'm not coming over
I'm not coming over
I'm not coming over tonight
I'm not coming over
I'm not coming over
I'm not coming over tonight

I could answer, but I've already said it
It's long overdue
So I'll decide that tonight I am done with needing you
So I'm not coming over
I'm not coming over
I'm 10 seconds sober
Time is all I need
So take your memories and leave

At the time I didn't want to forget it
But here's where it ends
I've come too far to let loneliness steer my life again
So I'm not coming over
I'm not coming over
I'm 10 seconds sober
All I need is time
Fuck your memories
I do mind