Shit Luck

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I cried and I sang
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for the loss of my only father (my father, my father)
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I categorized my emotions into lines
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on a black piece of paper
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I prayed to a god
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who's never answered (no answer, no answer)
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to dry the tears of my mother (my mother, my mother)

[Verse]
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Misplacin' the failed
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acceptance of myself into others
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I'm feelin' the guilt
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of being selfish too selfish
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too tired for that compromise
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so I'll drown my confusion
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in a bottle of poison
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for my thoughts to just stop
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and I'll pick it up in the morning

[Chorus]
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I'll spend my time waitin'
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for that train to arrive
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I'm tunin' that note
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just to pass the time
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this shit luck won't last too long
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but it's up to me
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to kick it up a notch

[Verse]
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I'm scatchin' deep
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in this monotone beat
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this paper thin pallette
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laid so meticulously
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to see a stretch of red
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down my grey tainted neck
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and I keep searchin' for that answer
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of why I keep breathing
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when those consequences
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make my core rot so seamlessly
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with that unfailing tide
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of drownin' days blacked out nights
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suffocating lungs
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and ill fated strides

[Chorus]
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I'll spend my time waitin'
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for that train to arrive
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I'm tunin' that note
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just to pass the time
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this shit luck won't last too long
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but it's up to me
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to kick it up a notch

[Verse]
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So baby wipe those virgin tears
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from your cheek
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your innocence spent
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on a liar and a fake
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but deep inside
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that broken tattered corpse you know
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this is not who you were meant to be

[Chorus]
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so spend your time waitin'
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for that train to arrive
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and tune that note
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till it sounds just right
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this shit luck won't last too long
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but it's up to you
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to make it stop.