Here We Go Again

Grab the gas and a lighter
Maybe I can burn the sickness
The one that tells me to hold on when I can feel the tension
The one that saw all of this coming but refused to say shit
I think the trauma dropped a bomb and he just can't be trusted
Here we go again
Here we go again
Here we go again

It's torture to cope
Like 6 feet of rope
The clock goes tick tick tick
And then I fuckin' explode
I can't say I should have known
'Cause I can't say that I knew shit about it
Meanwhile, in the back of my mind I was thinking
Here we go again
I stay nothing but stressed out
I think I'ma melt down
Yeah, I can take a thousand more cuts to the core
The bottom built me for war
I'm not the same anymore
Impossible to ignore

I wish somebody would have told me
I was in way over my head
I wish somebody would have told me
Life's never ever gonna be fair
I break down when I wake up
'Cause everything seems so fucked up
I wish somebody would have told me
I wish somebody would have told me
But here we go again
Here we go again
Here we go again

Live my life on pins and needles
Exhausted by all the people
I could say but you won't believe it
Relapse I keep repeating
I think I have hit the ceiling
It feels just like the floor
If seeing is believing
What the fuck is feeling for
I'm just a rat in a cage
Scratching the walls to keep sane
Feel like cutting open my brain
Examining every vein
Turns out that I am to blame
This repetition insane
So I'll just live with the pain

I wish somebody would have told me
I was in way over my head
I wish somebody would have told me
Life's never ever gonna be fair
I break down when I wake up
'Cause everything seems so fucked up
I wish somebody would have told me
I wish somebody would have told me
But here we go again

Grab the gas and a lighter
Maybe I can burn the sickness
The one that tells me to hold on when I can feel the tension
The one that saw all of this coming but refused to say shit
I think the trauma dropped a bomb that he just can't be trusted

I wish somebody would have told me
I was in way over my head
I wish somebody would have told me
Life's never ever gonna be fair
I break down when I wake up
'Cause everything seems so fucked up
I wish somebody would have told me
I wish somebody would have told me
But here we go again

Grab the gas and a lighter
Maybe I can burn the sickness
The one that tells me to hold on when I can feel the tension
The one that saw all of this coming but refused to say shit
I think the trauma dropped a bomb that he just can't be trusted