Same Sky

Didn't open the blinds again
Sun's just staring, I pretend
Phone is buzzing on my chest
Don't reply, I need the rest

All my plants are almost gone
Guess I watched them fade too long
Nothing hurts, but nothing fits
Just another loop like this

Clock hands spin like they don't care
I keep breathing empty air
It's the same sky, but it feels colder
Same bed, but it's getting older

All these days just blur together
Can't tell bad from maybe better
If I close my eyes, I disappear
'Cause it's that time of year

Half a dream stuck in my teeth
Can't remember what it means
Friends keep calling, say come out
But my voice won't make a sound

Left my hoodie on the floor
Don't know what I'm waiting for
Think I smiled last week or so
But I don't really know

Time moves slow then all at once
Feels like sleep is what I want
It's the same sky, but it feels colder
Same bed, but it's getting older

All these days just blur together
Can't tell bad from maybe better
If I close my eyes, I disappear
'Cause it's that time of year

There's a heartbeat under silence
Fading soft behind the sirens
Maybe soon I'll start to care
But not today, I'm staying here

It's the same sky, but it feels colder
Same bed, but it's getting older
All these days just blur together
Can't tell bad from maybe better

If I close my eyes, I disappear
'Cause it's that time of year
It's the same sky
Same sky
Just that time of year