Was I Ever Enough?

I found your name carved in the frost on my window
A fragile reminder of all that slipped through my hands
Your smile still hits like a storm
I can't outrun, and every night
I keep rewinding what we had

I trace the scars you left behind
Like maps that lead me back in time

Cause now I'm breaking, I'm bleeding
I give myself one last touch
And I can't fake it, can't take it
Tell me was I ever enough?

You walked away with the pieces I can't replace
The silence since then has been loud as a war
I thought I'd learn to stand without your weight
But I'm still collapsing at your closed door

I trace the scars you left behind
They drag me back to softer nights

Cause now I'm breaking
I'm bleeding
I give myself one last touch
And I can't fake it, can't take it
Tell me was I ever enough?

So I reach into the dark for you
Even though I know you're gone
I still feel your ghost in my heart beat
And it hurts that I can't hold on

And if our souls collide again
In some future I can see
I'll choose you all over
Even if it ruins me

Cause now I'm breaking, I'm bleeding
I give myself one last touch
And I can't Fake it, can't take it
Tell me was I ever enough?

So I reach into the dark for you
Even though I know you're gone
I still feel your ghost in my heart beat
And it hurts that I can't hold on