Lullaby

They didn’t get on together
Screaming kids, at the end of their tether
Hard boys had lot of fun with me

They seemed to smile
when they managed make me bleed
Changed their minds with a knife and a symphony

You drip blood onto the desk and tell them “come for me”
I hate you, but I’ll help you to kill me
I Wanted life, once upon a time, but you took that away
So when I go, by god, you’re going to pay

Was it too hard?
Well I’ll sing you a lullaby

Am I too proud?
Well I sure do appologise

Did I break your heart?
That’s hardly a miracle

Am I far enough away from you now?

Devote yourself to a place you hate and will never miss
It’s just another roof to me

Catch yourself getting used to
the walk from the shop to emptiness
this is the all the home we’ll ever see

human life is expensive and temporary
burn yourself away

stand and fight
you’ll learn it was unneccesary
no home go to anyway

there’s no such thing as home
noone remembers you
you can’t go back and your shit has gone
there’s nothing to return to

you never wanted me
anyway
you made it clear
anyway

I’m fine without you
anyway
I’m fine without you

I loved mom and I know my mom loved me
I knew my dad was right implicitly
They didn’t get on so well together
Hated each other and blamed it on the weather

The hard kids had lot of fun with me
But never managed to touch my symphony
They seemed to smile when they managed make me bleed
Changed their minds with a knife and a smile

You drip blood on the desk and say “come for me”
I hate you, but I’ll help you kill me
Wanted to live, but you took that all away
So when I go, I’m gonna make you pay

Was it too hard?
Well I’ll sing you a lullaby

Am I too proud?
Well I sure do appologise

Did I break your heart?
That’s hardly a miracle

Am I far enough away from you now?