Zow 23

Please won’t you listen to me?
I’m walking dead and cold
Keep me out of the rain
Don’t play your silly games
Don’t you ever let me go

I caught the black wave
Whilst swimming out to sea
And I’m drowning in words
That meant so much to me
I don’t know
If I believe
And I’m drowning in words
That meant so much to me

I’ve tried to say it sometimes
In childish ways of mine
The lonely roof top high
Left raging at the sky
Loving you in ways sublime

All I’ve done is hurt you
All I’ve done is selfish fear
Remember me amazed
Your smile that burned for days
As I slowly disappear

Oh god I wished I’d changed
But these wounds just never heal
I pick at them with knives
To hide away inside
It’s the pain that makes me real