Laughing

I am broken
All the fragments are incrustrated inside my throat
In my loneliness
I vomit all the pain with blood
I am laughing with all the frustration and pain
Oh, this fucking pain
I'm laughing

So many years of frantic suffering
Have crushed my brain
In my loneliness
I vomit all the pain with blood
I am laughing with all the frustration and pain
Oh, this fucking pain
I'm laughing

I'm laughing
But it's not because of happiness
It have never been because of happiness
It's just that my brain is so fucked up
And nothing makes sense anymore