Early Autumn

You wanted to go
Because a full life was out of sight
Sometimes you believed in unreal mights

You lost your brother in early times
You lost your life while waiting for a sign
You waited for a life without all the pain

You always wanted to exit from this room without doors
You left this life to escape your despair
But salvation won´t wait for you there

Now you´re nowhere
....Maybe somewhere
But no god waits for you

All ideals
....and all ideas
Are buried now with you

You were at war
Without ever knowing your enemy
Without ever returning back home
Where you always felt alone
You wanted to be
A part of your dream where no one feels loneliness
You didn´t know you would never return
From this early autumn