Explicit Way To Relieve Pain

Timeline of life
Didn’t matter to him
Because tomorrow still
Did not exist
Lost in sorrow
Disturbed dreams
Deeply belligerent
With a shattered destiny

Completely Isolated
Slaved by himself
Perceived as the wicked son
Who wanders around

Trying not to blow-up
Overwhelmingly
Overwhelmingly numb

Cold face between his hands
He cannot even cry
Digging holes in his chest, so deep
Through his dirty pale skin
Drops of cold sweat fall
This pain needs to be now relieved!

This is the way he does it
This is the way he fucking does it
The way
Inside of him
Total rejection of everything
Of everything
Disguised way to relieve pain
I see what you do
Explicit way to relieve pain
I saw what he’s done

A nightmare became real
Chains kept him so blind
Kept him so blind

The pain he felt, was
Every ware, fucking every ware

Covert way to relieve pain
I realize what you do
Explicit way to relieve pain
What’s done is done