Suffocating Grayish Darkness

This must be
A surreal nightmare
Memories of my life repeat inside my mind
Dead people I harmed
Throughout my life chase me
I feel a strong anger in your eyes

Here in this place there’s
No Sun or Moon
Only a suffocating grayish darkness
Some strange
Horrible creatures
Wrapped in thick mud
Their bodies are weird
Some disfigured others scary

How do my mind
And my feelings still live?
I know I died and
I see people
That are already gone

But how do I live
If I just died?
I understand now
There’s life after death!