choking

So tired of being here every day
Mentally I feel alone
I know it won't ever feel the same
Cuz I'm too far gone

Just go away, go away
Leave me now with my shame
Just go away, go away
Cuz I'm the one to blame

If I could make you right again
I would take away the pain
If I could do it all again
I would be the one to change

If I could make you right again
I would take away the pain
If I could do it all again
I would be the one to change

I feel like I die when you smother me
I am numb inside for another week
I'm so dead inside and there’s nowhere to hide
I rip my bone and flesh just so I could survive

I am made out of stone
For I have no joy
And my heart is cold
In this endless void

Just go away, go away
Leave me now with my shame
Just go away, go away
Cuz I'm the one to blame

If I could make you right again
I would take away the pain
If I could do it all again
I would be the one to change

If I could make you right again
I would take away the pain
If I could do it all again
I would be the one to change