Loving too much can mean losing yourself along the way
It's giving your body and soul, even when it's never enough
This is the story you're about to hear
A journey through sleepless nights, silent pain
And hope that never fades
I am DJ Def Ferrer
And I invite you to walk with me through this universe
Of raw emotions and unfiltered truth
Feel every beat, every word, every breath
Welcome to Soft Lies, Hard Goodbyes
Where music is more than sound
It's truth
It's soul
You feel that, DJ Def?
Only DJ Def knows this pain
This one's for the ones who feel
DJ Def, always here
There are loves that leave scars time will never erase
I've spent endless nights awake
Trying to understand how it all slipped away
The pain of loving more than you're loved
Is like betraying yourself just to keep on loving someone
When love isn't fair, the soul shatters
Into invisible pieces
I gave it all, even what I never had
And you
You only played with my faith
I loved you more than myself
And in that, I lost everything
But now, I rise from the ashes
Not because I stopped loving you
But because I finally remembered how to love me
I gave you everything, left nothing behind
Chasing your shadow, I crossed every line
You were my life, my reason to breathe
But love turned cold, and I couldn't see
You smiled while hiding knives in your touch
And I was too blind
I loved too much
Trying to fix what you never broke for me
Now I see
Now I see
I loved you more than me
More than dreams, more than sleep
I lost myself completely to you
But you were never mine to keep
Now I dance with all the pain
Let the rain wash it away
The nights were long, full of screams
Waking up to your hollow dreams
Your voice, that ghost inside my head
Still lingers, cruel and dead
I begged the stars, I begged the Moon
To bring you back, maybe too soon
But healing never asks permission
Only truth and admission
I loved you more than me
More than time, more than peace
I gave you all, piece by piece
But your love was just a tease
Now I rise above your flame
Rewriting my own name
I loved you more than me
But now I'm not the same
Never thought letting go would hurt this much
But what hurts more
Is staying where love no longer lives
I loved you more than me
More than hope, more than need
But love that wounds can never stay
It only makes the heart bleed
So here I stand, torn but whole
Finally reclaiming my soul
I loved you more than me
Now I love me