Nadezhda

No strength left, no feeling of pain Ne ostalos' ni sil, ni oschuscheniya boli Soul eaten by grief, such as by larva of moth Toskoj iz'edena dusha kak lichinkami moli Everything's driven into an abyss, not for the first time Vse katitsya v propast', prichem uzhe ne v pervyj raz Friendly words don't mean a thing I raven nulyu smysl druzheskih fraz Everything's given, lost or sold to someone Vse komu-to podareno, poteryano, prodano And the bleeding heart is served for dinner I serdtse krov'yu oblitoe za uzhinom podano There's only dirt left in the dept of your pockets Ostalas' tol'ko gryaz' na dne karmanov odezhd And some kind of feeling, something like hope I kakoe-to chuvstvo, chto-to vrode nadezhdy.

She hears footsteps, fading and fading Ona slyshit shagi, oni vse tishe i tishe He's become a crane again, and will live somewhere above On snova stal zhuravlem i budet zhit' gde-to vyshe No more waiting for him, she forgave and she's crying Ona ego ne zhdet, ona prostila i plachet And her stupid friend feeds her hope in vain A tupaya podruga ee nadezhdoj durachit Time fades away and naive lie Vremya tiho uhodit i naivnaya lozh' Measures its knife to its left wrist K zapyast'yu levoj ruki primeryaet svoj nozh Hope was, and always vain it remains Nadezhda byla i ostalas' naprasnoj A sticky red liquid, spilling drops on the ground Ona kapaet na pol lipkoj zhidkost'yu krasnoj.

You're primordially alone, even if a friend is there Ty iznachal'no odin, no dazhe esli est' drug He won't see all the trouble on the palm of your hands On ne uvidit vseh bed na ladoni tvoih ruk He won't be brave for you, if you're struck dumb On za tebya ne stanet smelym, esli ty otoropel And won't be able to say, the words you intended I za tebya skazat' ne smozhet to, chto ty skazat' hotel He can only help, if something's not right On mozhet tol'ko pomoch', esli chto-to ne tak When an endless darkness covers your eyes Kogda glaza tvoi zastelet bezyskhodnost'yu mrak When tears divide your face in three equal parts Kogda slezy rovno delyat na tri chasti litso And there's no hope left for yourself I ne ostalos' nadezhdy na sebya samogo Hope is a self-delusion, but it's all that we've got Nadezhda - samoobman, no eto vse chto u nas est' From hand to hand it goes, selling its honor Ona hodit po rukam prodavaya svoyu chest' That lying creature, throws dust in your eyes Eta lzhivaya tvar' pyl' puskaet v glaza Disappearing at the moment when it's needed the most Ischezaya v tot moment kogda ona tak nuzhna Go away and come back, it will many times Ona budet uhodit' i vozvraschat'sya mnogo raz Always keeping the cherished diamond at a distance Vsegda derzha na rasstoyanii zavetnyj almaz Without hope I am killed, shot through by grief Ya bez nadezhdy ubit, toskoj navylet prostrelen Because I was hoping; I wasn't certain Potomu chto ya nadeyalsya, a ne byl uveren.