Toxica

How long can I endure this torment?
I see much more than you know.
I've seen your face
Rushing through at sundown
And pressing on my skin.
Illuminate this place.

Get off, it's your mess that got me into
Feeling dirty.
Takes my sweet time just to make things right.
You're so commanding.
Held my breathe for far to long.
But she's toxic
And you're wrong.
No i'm awake.

How long can i take on the pressure.
I walk beneath unwanting skies
Riddled with battles
And swooning with your cries

I miss her
I want her
I still remember
His quiet presence
The thunder rolling down,
But then my heart began
To wither and fade
liar
you're nothing but a traitor
you polluted all my dreams
I guess, i must admit:
I'm the one to blame