dark hour

I
Can't relax at all these days
I haven't for the longest time
I manage it, but where's the line? Where I'm dying?
I'm paused
Suspended like an apparition
Without a moving on condition

I'm sick of all the lies, suspicion I won't find the piece I've been missing
So don't run away with me
I'm a lost cause, paid to be toss, the soft act behavior, reach for more
Time has never really been on my side
No heaven for the sins of my pride
In just another moment, the dark hour beckons and that's where I'll hide

Somewhere beyond the darkness
A song in the night as the light rays part
It's been another lazy, hazy, sobering day
So bring a lover in the form of a shadow play
If only walls could talk, check the clock, 2, now 3
I fall into a coma called reality
Defiance, my eyelids refuse to close
Unless a dream plays a song out of tune, suppose it goes

Dark hour lullaby
All five of my senses, unalive
Snuff out our light
Just the one and only lonely mine

Wanna be under wonder's spell
Lost in a diamond crusted realm
Inside of a jewelry box mind
I wanna spend some time

While
Looking straight into those eyes
Can never really seem to read you
I'd black out for a chance to breathe you

And I tried
I'm stopped
Impervious to soreness, thankless
A servant to the bored and anxious
And you're my blanket, oh

My brain is a puzzle, thinking: Why am I like that?
But fame is a muzzle and I cannot fight back
I strike a little match to watch the flame flicker
And pray that my rise finally dies or ends quicker

A gun to my chest, but it's not for me
Trigger finger toward mess I made mentally
I take a shot, put the glass down, descend in a dream
Where every minute of my time ain't behind a screen
Repeat

Dark hour lullaby
All five of my senses, unalive
Snuff out our light
Just the one and only lonely mine

Wanna be under wonder's spell
Lost in a diamond crusted realm
Inside of a jewelry box mind
I wanna spend some time

Somewhere beyond the darkness
A song in the night as the light rays part, it's
Somewhere behind the shadows
A melody that ruptured beneath a sad glow

Somewhere, the crazed and heartless
Oblivious that they are not the ones that start this
The chivalrous become insidious and even hideous
Then pitiful, ridiculed, when I never took it serious

Somehow, the world is turning
The Moon stays alight and the Sun still burning
Somehow, were stuck at 3
Alone for a night that can last eternity

Somehow, the here and now
Is begging for a me that I can't allow
But this soul and this sound
Is everlasting, my world's the last thing on my mind

Dark hour lullaby
All five of my senses, unalive
Snuff out our light
Just the one and only lonely mine

Wanna be under wonder's spell
Lost in a diamond crusted realm
Inside of a jewelry box mind
I wanna spend some time

(I wanna spend some time)
(I wanna spend some time)